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[June the 15th] |
Okay I'm going to try to explain my problem. I'm bad about explaining and apparently I type white trash. I don't know how that one girl got that. No, I have a learning disability from my disability.. & No, that didn't make any sense. Yes, I did listen in school and I did my best. I'm sorry that I can't make any sense at times. Atleast I can spell, my grammar is off. I know that.
ANYWAYS
First of all, I have two doctors. One is my regular doctor and the other deals with my meds.
In 2000 my Med doctor put me on depression medicine for my panic attacks.
I have gone through several different kinds. Most of them, have made me very very depressed to the point I wanted to kill myself. Never really helped my panic attacks at all. Well, my med doctor just kept changing my pills to another depression medicine. My mom and I both told him that THEY DON'T WORK. (we still do) He's a douchebag, I hate the asshole. I swear.
Last week I went to see my regular doctor and I was having a panic attack there. He asked me what sets them off. I'm like "LIGHTS!" Like I can't go shopping in places like sears, walmart, krogers, target, etc.. something about the lights that make me freak out and black out. I told him how I also told douchebag about it and he just blew it off like he didn't care. My regular doctor gave me a medicine for seizures. He told me to take them with my two depression medicine. He didn't want to take me off the depression medicine because he's not the guy who handles the meds. My mom and I both are worried about me taking another medicine. My doctor said to try it out and if anything happens to stop taking it. I was suppose to take it last Saturday but I never did. I'm worried with my two depression medicine, plus my BC, and the seizure medicine is too much. I don't want to overdose on meds. I'm suppose to go to see my medicine doctor less then a month. I want to ask him to take me off the depression meds. I know that he'll lower the dose before taking me completely off. I'm just afraid that he won't agree to it... just because he doesn't agree with anything. it's always his way.. and his way doesn't help me. I'm not sure if I should start taking the seizure medicine now or wait until I talk to my other doctor.. and ask him to take me off my depression pills, that I don't need. Honestly, what would you do?
I honestly would love to take this seizure medicine instead of the depression pills. It would help me not freak out and panic over lights. The only thing the depression medicine is doing, is making me depressed. Sometimes I think my doucbebag of a medicine doctor wants to kill me off.. If you know me, I'm not the type of person to cuss at people. I cuss at this bastard all the time. That's how much I hate him because he just doesn't understand.
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[March the 26th] |
Does anyone have ribbons (pixels/ graphics/ or even icons) for Apraxia? plain blue ribbons? or someone could make me one?
I have looked at plenty of graphic pixel sites for ribbons for my disorder but I never find anything.
Except for this super big graphic on a ( webite )
Thanks. =]
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You can add tags.
For example, you can put (graphics, icons, pixels, clothes, jewelry, etc)
If you looking for a specific community you can just look through the tags. I would LOVE for you all to post there.
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